Compulsions

This cool person seems like a hero to all

I send them a message, and wait.

A whole month passes and nothing happens.

The whole time I'm thinking I made a mistake.

I start listening to music that makes me feel important.

I like to think I'm a nice person.

But I know that's not always true.

...Does that automatically make me evil?

If that's true, I hope that I can drag the rest of humanity with me.



...Because I don't want to be alone...